I almost didn't go... 'it's a long way / I'm tired / I'm poorly / I only went on Wednesday' - but I'm so glad I did for whilst it was no rest cure, it has certainly helped me with my mental health, my resilience and my self esteem...The life of a gigging model railway builder is lonely - and with a busy family home life with a few challenges more than the average I certainly do feel it more than perhaps if I still went to work for a multi-national pharmaceutical company...
Walking into the hall at Porthmadog and greeted with a smile and wave from old and great friend Charlie was just right to settle me in and relax. A gentle preamble about and some kind souls recognising and talking with me - all very good for my self esteem - and the quality of the modelling and pace of the atmosphere just right for a recharging of the resilience battery.
I’ve shared some photos below, but the exhibition was for me so much more than seeing some nice model railways… a nudge to remember what makes me who I am, and that others value that…
I don’t think a narrow gauge layout will follow - despite the inspiration - but certainly well worth going. On the way home I stopped into Minffordd to see Lilla with the Bachmann and Peco wagons, with Paul a Lewin being interviewed on camera for some such… onwards the drive home had the odd spirited moment where the Up! entertained - all in all… just what the doctor ordered.
Until next time, more soon…
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James - what a wonderfully uplifting read.
ReplyDeleteI'm so pleased that you found going to the show a positive experience and that it gave you a boost to your wellbeing. Socialising can be tiring but it can also give us such a boost.
I recognise that opening paragraph all too well..... Speaking personally, it is easier to isolate myself when I'm feeling low, but invariably mixing with others does have a positive effect. Even when I don't feel like it beforehand!
Thank you again for sharing this. You never know, we might be able to tempt you back into the narrow gauge fold one day!
Thank you Dave, never say never.
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